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Wow, it's been a really long time, hasn't it?
Over a year. I definitely think that's a record for me..
I usually just come by here everyday (or so) to check out my friends page, but nothing more.
Although, alot of my old LJ friends don't post or have deleted their journals.
Not cool. It makes me so sad that I am so out of the LJ loop =[
But, alas, I think the time is right for me to jump back in ;)
I'm glad I decided to randomly redo my layout & what not.
Got me browsing around & realizing how much I've missed it.
& I absolutely adore my Harry Potter, therefore I love my layout =)
I made it myself, too, so that's always a plus.
Kind of intices me to write, everytime I see it! =P
Anywho.
I'm not going to go into long, boring details of my lifes adventures over the past year (as I usually do).
I will say, I have learned alot about alot of things. Or, atleast, reinforced my existng knowledge.
2006 was far from a good year, but it did, however, provide some well needed insight & realizations.
I have parted ways with alot of friends. Or, what I called them.
I was dragged into alot of immature drama.
The kind of which I tried my hardest never to enter.
The kind of situations I was never meant for, nor agreed with.
I'm a very, very caring person - so some things still hurt. Like the lose of those I titled close friends.
That aspect of me never changes, & I think I ought to stop trying to fight it.
I am also learning to love again. It took over a year (still with Alex ), but I am getting there.
Not that I haven't loved him until now, because that's just ridiculous.
Like I have said before, my trust has been misplaced & I have been hurt countless times by those closest to me.
It's just taken awhile for me to get where I am right now.
I doubt that little bit of security I put around myself, after everything I have been through, will go away.
Nor do I think I want it to. Not fully.
But, I'm choosing wisely, or wiser now, who I let it & who I share Hayley with ;)
On a less serious & lighter note - I now own my own car =) Great huh!?
1994 Plymouth Duster.
White & Limeish-Green with peace signs on it, aha. Quite a suprise to see all that!
I love it, though. No matter how many times I get in & there's a new suprise, lmfao.
It's mine & I'm more than grateful =)
We spent 70% of 2006 without a vehicle.
Our van's transmission died in like May, so it was more than rough.
My mom's a college student again, so we haven't been able to get it fixed, nor have money for much of anything.
& It's a huge relief after waiting for a car since I was 14-15. I am now 18.
So, it has breathed new life into me.
Although, like everyone's, my life has it's snags & not so great times, I'm happy.
I'm optimistic (although tomorrow may bring me down) & I'm excited about my future.
I plan to sign up for my GED (asap) & start my classes.
Then, it's off to BG Firelands(college) I go =)
I can not wait to be in school again.
BG to be exact, because it couldn't be more different then High School.
I have been out of school for almost 3+ years.
Halfway through Freshman year I left, this year would be my Senior.
So, it will be hard (to say the least), but fun, I am sure ;)
Eeek. I didn't really mean to write so much =X Aha.
Oh well, shit happens.
If anyone reads this, I want to know how everyone's been doing. Let me know ;)
It would be lovely to hear from everyone again. It's been too long..
OH & if someone would like to explain to me how to put pictures in here these days, that'd be helpful..
I'm a dumbass & can't figure it out now.. ahah =P
xoxo [ Hayley Ann ] =)
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